Fire burns in my belly,
aching
to burst
from my lips.
My pulse ticks
to the striking of matches.
Pen to paper,
the fuel ignites.
Words are flames,
sweet deadly warmth
flicking
my wrist,
licking
the ashy-white
page.
My cracked lips
twitch
in a smile.
I turn over,
mind clearing,
returning to "reality;"
I claim a moment of rest
between my passion
and the wave approaching,
the list of duties
Behind Walls, Dream of the Sun by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
Behind Walls, Dream of the Sun
"What I fear most, I think, is the death of the imagination... the poverty of life without dreams is too horrible to imagine."
These walls around me are crumbling, my small haven of safety burning in fire. In the smoke and the noise, I carved out a little hole, a cold little place where I keep myself warm. But that place is now falling, fragments of brick and tar breaking, burning my ashen skin. My mouth twists in a scream, fingers buried in my hair, over my eyes to block out the searing light filtering through the growing cracks. Ashes, dust, crumbled brick...my wall of protection lies in pieces at my feet. The voices I've so long igno
to those who force perfection by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
to those who force perfection
Life is beautiful,
in all its joys
and sorrows.
So why must you rip it apart?
Put up your claws,
stop tearing at sin,
let everyone breathe
for the first time.
This life will never
be perfect.
Let go, breathe,
let the pain make
you strong.
There is peace in
lightness and dark.
In love and death,
we all live forever.
Please don't tear
this faith apart.
Your life is heading up,
my soul is heading down.
This is the only way
I have to express
the strangeness I have found.
Inside my heart is the darkest place,
the coldest empty home.
Yet you sit inside
warming your feet.
Why have you chosen me?
I feel like slipping away, hiding away from the world. I thought I could make it but that was only a dream of another place, a perfection I want to return to. But I am scarred, the door is barred, my claws scrape through cracks in these walls. Every day my mind is a storm. For you I would fix this but still the brightest lights create more shadow.
Your love is a pickax hacking a
This is what love means. by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
This is what love means.
Your love is healing, being healed, rising to a better life for us. My love is fighting my demons, smothering fears in easy breaths. I hide in the truth of silence, calming my beasts and putting the monsters to rest. This is a darker dream, this is my battle not to let you down. You fixed me. I must not fall to disrepair.
Each day I silence my demons so I can be ready when you need help silencing yours.
i. I never wanted this.
ii. She was pretty enough, beautiful, underneath her layers of sweat, tangled black hair and baggy shirts, stiff jeans. Years later, after me, she stripped off the dirt and frumpled clothes to pile on layers of makeup and skimpy leather as she chased new men, new rings. I never loved her. We were too young, too soon, too much, not enough. We were sad, misplaced lust and greed.
But I had to make it work.
She had a sweet smile, a thoughtlessness that most mistook for innocence. But her "love" was claws in my back, blood-stained nailbeds and broken glass.
Tomb of Sleeping Bones by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
Tomb of Sleeping Bones
I love you.
I'm burning
in the agony of your kiss,
writhing
in your smile.
I want to give you everything
but parts of me are missing.
Disemboweled,
my soul sold short,
frail limbs rotting
in the sun.
I want to give you everything.
Shattered bones,
cracked smile,
marrow caged
in shadow.
I am only yours, always.
Haunted by sin,
caged with demons,
tormented,
screaming,
in my heart.
When will I escape?
Darling,
rip these devils with your kiss,
tear them from my soul
Sometimes I'd rather die that go on walking blind in life, that terrifying uncertainty.
It's like tightrop walking in total darkness, your bare feet scraping the rope, scraping only a worn, feeble sense of direction. Somewhere there is a light, a vague feeling of purpose. There, there is where I want to go. Fingers outstretched, almost there...Cuidado, don't slip. There's no net beneath you. Nothing to hold you from that fall into the darkness.
I know what I want, but I'm terrified to fall from this rope.
Should I walk,
or should I jump?
Fire burns in my belly,
aching
to burst
from my lips.
My pulse ticks
to the striking of matches.
Pen to paper,
the fuel ignites.
Words are flames,
sweet deadly warmth
flicking
my wrist,
licking
the ashy-white
page.
My cracked lips
twitch
in a smile.
I turn over,
mind clearing,
returning to "reality;"
I claim a moment of rest
between my passion
and the wave approaching,
the list of duties
Behind Walls, Dream of the Sun by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
Behind Walls, Dream of the Sun
"What I fear most, I think, is the death of the imagination... the poverty of life without dreams is too horrible to imagine."
These walls around me are crumbling, my small haven of safety burning in fire. In the smoke and the noise, I carved out a little hole, a cold little place where I keep myself warm. But that place is now falling, fragments of brick and tar breaking, burning my ashen skin. My mouth twists in a scream, fingers buried in my hair, over my eyes to block out the searing light filtering through the growing cracks. Ashes, dust, crumbled brick...my wall of protection lies in pieces at my feet. The voices I've so long igno
to those who force perfection by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
to those who force perfection
Life is beautiful,
in all its joys
and sorrows.
So why must you rip it apart?
Put up your claws,
stop tearing at sin,
let everyone breathe
for the first time.
This life will never
be perfect.
Let go, breathe,
let the pain make
you strong.
There is peace in
lightness and dark.
In love and death,
we all live forever.
Please don't tear
this faith apart.
Your life is heading up,
my soul is heading down.
This is the only way
I have to express
the strangeness I have found.
Inside my heart is the darkest place,
the coldest empty home.
Yet you sit inside
warming your feet.
Why have you chosen me?
I feel like slipping away, hiding away from the world. I thought I could make it but that was only a dream of another place, a perfection I want to return to. But I am scarred, the door is barred, my claws scrape through cracks in these walls. Every day my mind is a storm. For you I would fix this but still the brightest lights create more shadow.
Your love is a pickax hacking a
This is what love means. by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
This is what love means.
Your love is healing, being healed, rising to a better life for us. My love is fighting my demons, smothering fears in easy breaths. I hide in the truth of silence, calming my beasts and putting the monsters to rest. This is a darker dream, this is my battle not to let you down. You fixed me. I must not fall to disrepair.
Each day I silence my demons so I can be ready when you need help silencing yours.
i. I never wanted this.
ii. She was pretty enough, beautiful, underneath her layers of sweat, tangled black hair and baggy shirts, stiff jeans. Years later, after me, she stripped off the dirt and frumpled clothes to pile on layers of makeup and skimpy leather as she chased new men, new rings. I never loved her. We were too young, too soon, too much, not enough. We were sad, misplaced lust and greed.
But I had to make it work.
She had a sweet smile, a thoughtlessness that most mistook for innocence. But her "love" was claws in my back, blood-stained nailbeds and broken glass.
Tomb of Sleeping Bones by mychem-totheend, literature
Literature
Tomb of Sleeping Bones
I love you.
I'm burning
in the agony of your kiss,
writhing
in your smile.
I want to give you everything
but parts of me are missing.
Disemboweled,
my soul sold short,
frail limbs rotting
in the sun.
I want to give you everything.
Shattered bones,
cracked smile,
marrow caged
in shadow.
I am only yours, always.
Haunted by sin,
caged with demons,
tormented,
screaming,
in my heart.
When will I escape?
Darling,
rip these devils with your kiss,
tear them from my soul
Sometimes I'd rather die that go on walking blind in life, that terrifying uncertainty.
It's like tightrop walking in total darkness, your bare feet scraping the rope, scraping only a worn, feeble sense of direction. Somewhere there is a light, a vague feeling of purpose. There, there is where I want to go. Fingers outstretched, almost there...Cuidado, don't slip. There's no net beneath you. Nothing to hold you from that fall into the darkness.
I know what I want, but I'm terrified to fall from this rope.
Should I walk,
or should I jump?
Finding you,loosing you again. by 13melodramaticfool, literature
Literature
Finding you,loosing you again.
"Promise me something."
She said as she swam her fingers through his hair.
"Whatever you want"
As he sweetly grabbed her jaw.
"Promise me that you will be here the next time i'll try to find myself."
And he kissed her so deeply she couldn't think, guiding her to the red couch as the rain fall, matching the beat of her heart, FAST.
"I will do it for you"
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"You act as if i was everything you want" he said, watching the blue doors that lead to her soul.
"You act as if i didn´t care about you"
She couldn´t open his
If only we could stay like this,
in this never-ending place;
this dream, this fantasy that never goes away.
With this everlasting sweetness swirling around us:
pink and blue, cotton candy curls
lifting us towards the sky.
As long as we stay here,
with you holding me, holding me like your last breath of air,
I'll be fine.
I never want to come down from this cloud;
I never want to wake up from this dream.
(If it is a dream.)
When people leave this paradise,
the whole world changes.
The shadows, long and black,
Cast a sinister cover over their faces.
They can look at the sky of pink and blue,
as it slowly fades away, yielding to
The World Inside My Head by plathfan910, literature
Literature
The World Inside My Head
There are times when I wonder what my path would have been in life if I were not blessed with the gift of imagination. Maybe I would have been an accountant, spending hours punching numbers in a calculator to help someone else with their financial troubles or maybe even a doctor, spending days and nights working to save the lives of nameless people passed out on fluffy white boards that thinly pass for beds. So many things I could have done with my life, and all of them instantly considered unreachable the moment I discovered my great imagination.
Suddenly, I was drawn into a new world, a world that was anything I wanted it to be, regard
"I just want to give up." Those six words hit me like a bullet. My worst fears are coming true. She was giving up on life, giving up on her friends, giving up on finding a way to make herself feel better. I have no idea how I can help her, I look at her with desperation in my heart. For a while now, I have watched my best friend slowly fight against herself, giving everything she has to this battle. It seemed like she could win, she could take over herself again, but things took a turn for the worse. I am now stuck as a spectator, watching my best friend, the only one who truly knows me, eat herself alive, starting from the inside out
Deadlines and schedules, boxes and lines. That's all my life has become. I am stuck in a rut, living a life that someone else picked out for me. There is no way for me to break out this late in the game. Everyday I can feel my life slipping away from me, replaced by the things I am supposed to be doing as a teenager in this generation. Colleges, a job, school, sports, every minute of every day I have to be productive. Everything I want to do has to be cleared with those who are older, those in charge of me. Who the hell cares anyway? Why should they care when I do my summer reading as long as I get it done? What does it matter the nu
I love you.
Just stay with me.
Hold my hand and we can close our eyes and forget everything. Let me feel your warmth and your breathe on my skin. So, so warm and so, so lovely. Please
I'm just a student now, trying my hand at different styles of writing. My favorite writers are Ray Bradbury, George Orwell, and Edgar Allen Poe. (I just read 1984, it was amazing! ^_^) I read a lot, and I'm working to develop my own style.
Current Residence: within the crowded walls of my mind... O.o Favourite genre of music: lovely dark things? Favourite photographer: Ann Gedes Favourite style of art: I like artist with their own style, their own twist, that can't really be put into genres. MP3 player of choice: sony walkman Personal Quote: We have to stand for something, or we'll fall for anything.
Favourite Visual Artist
Tim Burton
Favourite Movies
Edward Scissorhands ^_^
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
HIM, NIN, Landon Pigg, Vampire Weekend
Favourite Writers
Ray Bradbury, George Orwell, Edgar Allen Poe
Favourite Games
um kingdom hearts i guess? i never really have time to play o.O
Hey, everyone please take some time to check out this great video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYv1SFuwOYI
It was made for a teen suicide prevention group. (I didn't make it, but my bf is the star of the video). If you've ever struggled with depression or feelings of suicide or know someone who has, this video is definatly worth watching.
Thanks.
Somebody tagged me so now I tag you...
The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. You must post 10 things about yourself in your journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons in the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
1. I really want to be a teacher. (artist in the summer ^_^)
2. I'm trying to get some poems and stories published. Someday I want to publish a book of my writing. ^_^
3. The one I love is a better artist than me... ^_^
4. I like to write, draw and make sculptures. Next year I want to make an art club at my school.
5. My favorite
This is such an amazing poem, I had to link it here. So please take the time to read it.
http://vampireinthesunlight.deviantart.com/art/The-world-will-find-you-161185814
It's so true and meaningful. Well, you'll see. I 'll let it speak for itself.